Why?

Recently I have:

1. Gained weight. Not good. But I’ve reduced my midnight binges, which is very encouraging.
2. Been sleeping at 1200am. More disciplined.
3. Learnt how to cook a few dishes at home. My aunt in Australia has already bought oysters, expecting me to cook the hakka dish for them! Luckily Aunty Yee has taught me how to do the dish properly.

This morning I woke up at 7am to help my mum make buns. The phone rang and I was told to come back to school to teach till 5th Feb.

English this time. But more challenging classes. My voice is hoarse.

Why are students these days like that?

谢谢你们

I finished my teaching stint.

There were days I just walked into class and felt there were 40 lives waiting for me to impact. I taught with enthusiasm. But there were also days when I just felt like slumping down on the teacher’s table and let them go wild.

I never really was their teacher. I was their friend. They laughed at me when I tried to do the long jump and the high jump. Said I was a little kid. They laughed at me when I didn’t know how to write or read certain Chinese characters. 

But our generation is very disrespectful sometimes. Now I know the feeling. Standing up there watching them do their own thing while you’re speaking to them.

They celebrated my birthday in advance for me today. I wonder how much they spent on the cake. They are naughty, yet so cute sometimes.

I will miss my 160 new friends. Especially the 38 people in 4B2. Thank you for enriching my life.

If you only do what others do…

…you will only get what others get.

我看到 xingqun msn 的寄语这么些。

可是我想，比别人做得更多又怎样？我的下场值得吗？

有时只能苦笑。尤其是面对那些已经超越我的人，那些认为自己什么都懂的人，那些喜欢唠唠叨叨的人! 我听劝告和提议实在听到很气了，因为说来容易做来难。该知道的我相信我都听过千百遍了！

唉。

建达那天送我一本书，书名是《下一步，该怎么走？》。

爸，我真的有努力去康复，可是为什么你看不到。我天天只看到一张疲惫和失望的脸。

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